I'm a few days late in posting this. I was in the ER all of Saturday morning and into the afternoon due to overstress and a few other reasons. I still feel like a pile of crap set aflame, and whenever something happens to even minorly upset me I get to feel it intensify, my whole body jingle and spark, and my heart do crazy things I wish it wouldn't and get to experience the lovely feeling of "am I going to puke an organ?". I already had an overawareness of where everything in my body is and the paths that nerves take through me. I really could have done without the intensification, especially as I also get to fight against clingyness more than I usually have to. Merry Christmas though to those that celebrate that, and to those who observe Solstice I hope it was a good one for you. Also... thank you to my mate for tolerating me and my moods, I'm sorry something always goes wrong with me around this time of year.
I've decided to post the entire chapter this time, there really wasn't any semi-even breakpoint. This particular chapter my daughter was the one to name after listening to me trying to figure out one that fit.